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I am the girl hyperventilating on the bus,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl who tries to disappear when it is crowded,
Heart pounding,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl reading at the back of the class,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl furiously scribbling her homework at the last minute,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl in the library every lunchtime,
Quiet,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl desperately trying not to get picked on by the teacher,
Unnoticed by everyone
Well
All except one.
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl who tries to disappear when it is crowded,
Heart pounding,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl reading at the back of the class,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl furiously scribbling her homework at the last minute,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl in the library every lunchtime,
Quiet,
Unnoticed by everyone.
I am the girl desperately trying not to get picked on by the teacher,
Unnoticed by everyone
Well
All except one.
Literature
I Am More Than BPD
Don't tell me you know me better
than the people who've known me
for years. I know me too, and I know
to trust them with my sanity.
Don't tell me I don't need the hospital--
I wouldn't be here
if I didn't need the hospital. This is not
a playground and I am not
stupid. My emotional appendix
has burst and reality
tastes of copper; don't tell me
this is just
attention seeking.
All requests for help
involve seeking attention.
The patient whose leg is broken
screams for pain killers
but I am only kneeling
and asking you to help me
stay alive.
Don't tell me I am being irrational
when you are basing this
on a label only.
I am capable of great
Literature
The Girl Who Was Afraid To Be
She speaks to me fondly
of passions and talents,
of guitars and stars,
with such breathless intensity
then stops short and
apologises
for speaking at all.
All because somewhere in her life,
someone she loved broke her heart
by ignoring
her beautiful words
and telling her to
shut up,
keep it down,
nobody cares.
People aren’t born sad.
We make them that way.
Literature
I am standing
It's been months since I wanted to break out of my body. Okay, that's a lie. But it's been days. Days since I've felt static scorch underneath my skin, felt colours cutting into my eyes, had to explain that these aren't metaphors. There are so many ways you can get used to living. I wonder if anyone else feels empty when they don't have creatures clawing up through their throat.
I don't know what art is, or what okay is. I like to believe I know it when I feel it, but I'm not so sure I would. I think people expect me to be a lot more insightful than I am right now. I don't think they take into account that boredom is stressful, and stress ca
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I was trying to think about something to write for this, and it took forever... it's not that good, but oh well. Maybe I'll edit it later.
It's true though. There's about one or two people who notice me and care about me, but everyone else seems to ignore me. Even when I almost had a panic attack on the bus last week no-one paid any attention... Oh well. Never mind. Perhaps the whole bus just didn't notice.
Please comment!
Edit: I got into the top ten! Yay! Vote for your favourite here: imperfect-parachute.deviantart…
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I was trying to think about something to write for this, and it took forever... it's not that good, but oh well. Maybe I'll edit it later.
It's true though. There's about one or two people who notice me and care about me, but everyone else seems to ignore me. Even when I almost had a panic attack on the bus last week no-one paid any attention... Oh well. Never mind. Perhaps the whole bus just didn't notice.
Please comment!
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